I’m writing this because someone asked me how I was feeling and I realized I was feeling all this at the same time. Trust human beings to complicate the most simplest of simple questions.
I’m happy!
I’m getting to do something that I’ve always wanted and it all happened by luck. Speak about being at the right place at the right time.
I’m (slightly) worried!
I’ve been trying to do something for a while, despite my best efforts and despite taking help from an expert I’m not able to make much progress. Giving up seems easier and the thought has occurred to me many times, but somehow I’m pushing myself to keep going. I celebrate even the smallest achievements but I’m not sure when I’ll give it up. So tough to stay motivated when you don’t see results. I’m slightly worried!
I’m proud!
Yes, I’m proud of myself (not haughty). I completed my 4th 10k run at the Dream Runners Half Marathon 2015. Not the best run, but enjoyed running it. I think I’ll run again just for the medal. Aren’t they getting fancier day by day! 🙂
I’m nostalgic!
I’ve been doing something for 2 years. At a high-level it’s the same routine, but at a low-level the work involved was interesting and not monotonous. Moreover it took me to the most amazing work location one could’ve asked for. And now things are changing. I’ll miss the people and the comforts of the workplace. I felt so comfortable, the open spaces made me feel at peace. Didn’t they rightly say that life begins at the end of your comfort zone. Sigh!
I’m excited
After years of travelling to school, college and office by vans and buses, I finally finally finally get to ride to work. Earlier I used to spend almost 4 hours in travel, and now it’ll be reduced to about 1.5 hours. As Ross said, ‘I’ve been given the gift of time’. I feel like I have more time now. I’m beginning to like this already.
I wanted to include a few more things, but they weren’t as overpowering as these.
Anyway, how are you feeling?
As the Mind Wanders... 
Glad to know everything is pretty good. Especially the commute. Ask me about it. I commute 62 miles a day (only to work), leave the rest I drive for kids classes etc..And whatever is that you are trying for, keep going. May be someday you will reach there even though you are taking baby steps. good luck!
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You are right, we do have many emotions at any point of time. Right now, it's happiness and worry. Happiness, as I just posted something and worry of what to cook for dinner. 😛
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Congratulations on completing your 4th 10k run at the Dream Runners Half Marathon 2015 Ashwini.
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Lolz so right:) congrats for 10k run thats wow
Ananya Fashions and More
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wow…congratulations on the 10k run Ashwini 🙂
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If and when we meet in person, I will be afraid to ask “How are you?”. HaHaHa. That is an attempted joke.
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Fortunately, I never had to commute for more than an hour ever. Even my college was 30 minutes drive. But when I was working, I used to drive my bike for many KMs to meet clients. But I loved those rides, as it was out of the rush hour, and the road was mine to play 🙂
Destination Infinity
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The text didn't appear for me! I don't know why 😦 Will try later…
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That looks like almost perfect. Wonder if one can go beyond this.
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Happy for you.You seem pleased with everything happening around you.
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I'm glad on the whole that it seems to a very positive phase for you!! Congrats!!
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Great going, serial marathoner. I am happy to read things are going so well for you. Hope that continues. 🙂
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Kudos for all the achievements Ashwini! Time is unfortunately the least rated resource:(
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So glad to hear about all the good things in your life!
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🙂 Am feeling good!! 🙂
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I dont feel exhausted like I did before, because of the travel. So happy about it. And yea, things are taking their own sweet time, but I have no other option that to wait. Thank you Latha 🙂
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Haha. When I was living by myself, I used to spend a lot of time just deciding what to cook. So I made a time table of sorts and stuck to it 😀
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Thank you Somali 🙂
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Thank you! 🙂
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Thank you 🙂
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Hahaha. I got it 🙂 Don't worry, I'll bore you with an abridged version and say, For more detail please read me blog 😀
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I like driving when people follow rules or dont drive in a rash way or when the traffic is manageable. But peak office hours are crazy. You should consider yourself lucky 🙂
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Sorry 😦
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I'm happy with how things are going, but I think I should get started with what all I need to fix in my life 🙂
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Thank you KP Sir 🙂 Counting blessings comes in handy when you're trying to be positive 🙂
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Thank you Roshni 🙂 I'm loving how I'm able to see the silver lining 🙂
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Hey Eternal Fighter, thanks for the kind words 🙂
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Thank you Sir 🙂 And time, Sigh! Imagine me complaining about time. Someone who is relatively younger, worrying about not having time. Sigh!
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I'm glad too 🙂
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Yay! Me too 🙂
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Feeling great as usual, Ash!
Feeling even better after reading all these positive points you have shared!
Enjoy the ride! Now you have more time to bake cakes & to blog )
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Oh yes, our minds keep running in different directions and that makes us experience so many emotions at the same time. I am satisfied with a work that went off well and panicking that I have SO much to do before I leave for work related travel tomorrow. Congratulations on your achievements and saving on the commute time is a BIG thumbs up!!
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I am happy for you. You are taking life in the right attitude, and that is really good. Making the most of what you have now is the wisest thing to do.
As for me I doing pretty well.
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Baking yes. Blogging, definitely 🙂 I really need to get back to a more regular schedule of blogging. Thanks Anita 🙂
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Thank you Shilpa 🙂 Thanks for sharing your experience, I'm glad I'm not the only one going through so many emotions at a single point of time. And Good luck with your work 🙂
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Good to know that you are doing well Rama 🙂 And thank you! I'm just getting settled with this new schedule and trying to sort out my priorities and use the time wisely 🙂
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I am feeling good reading your post. 🙂
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Wow 🙂 Now that was interesting 🙂 Glad you felt good!
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